I've kinda avoided this, but here it goes
When I was a kid, I was overdosed with materialistic power and control. I had the gang, built and sold bikes, and go-carts before I was 10. I spent most of my time in the woods building, exploring, getting into trouble... That was way up in northern NJ when there were still woods and farms outside of NY, before it turned into total houses. If it was organized and structured, it was the enemy threatening MY Woods, and needed to be defaced, destroyed and otherwise messed up....
Years later when I experienced some other things I've posted earlier http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/starchildawakening/message/152
I actually began to work in school. In my English class we had to write an original story. This was the very beginning of writing for me...(never stopped lol) So I wrote a story about coming home from a party through my woods. This big party was crashed by the cops again, and we all scattered out to escape them. No one but me would go through the woods at night, course I knew every tree and stone better than I knew my own brother.
My story started with how I stopped at this big giant rock to rest. As I sat on the edge of this big round smooth rock, about 20' across; there right next to me this "hatch" opened up? It was like the rock that I've sat on countless times was suddenly a space ship. Sure I'd been partying all night and everyone else always talked about hallucinations and such, so fine it was about time I had one....
I just sat there and watched as this little fellow came out... He turned to me and we started talking. Course my first question was "how did you do that"... I remember him describing how they could move between the spaces in atoms. Like between the electrons and the nucleus. And since there were such VAST spaces between these in everything in our universe they could easily move and be anywhere without being noticed by us 3D folks.
So my story went on and on about all this. It was almost like I was trying to learn new tricks or something from this little guy. I remember the teacher just loved the story and was perplexed about how much detail I got into. I also remember someone asking me to describe the little guy. Like we must have split up into groups or worked in teams since this was a year long project we had; where we would write for the first 10 minutes of class each day.� I remember this other student told me to make the little guy green with antennas or something and I remember how offended I was that he wanted to make it into a comic book character.
Course I've not thought of this in years... and now I remember asking the little guy about hiding inside of me, since I was only atoms as well.� It seems like they should be able to go through me easier than a rock. He said it wasn't possible because of the multiple dimensions that I was. I didn't believe him, and insisted. SO he did, and I could feel him inside of me. Actually, now I'm not sure if he was a "he, she or it" but I do know since then, that I've had visions and experiences of this kinda experience with a lover.... lol.... maybe much like Heather did a while back http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/reconnections/message/27986
So anyway... my point... All this Star Kid stuff is cool and groovy and all... BUT having been through countless layers of this forever (it seems), the one thing that I've learned or understood from Ground Zero... is that I am HERE NOW. And I am here Now for a REASON. And wasting my time trying to be anywhere else is just fooling myself and avoiding my responsibilities HERE NOW!!! Not that exploring all these things isn't valid and helpful for us to understand ourselves more.... But honestly if we focused on Love and Peace with as much energy and power that people put into space (mars trip comes to mind, and video games) this world wouldn't have any Wars, hunger or sickness!!!
Oh and I'd hate to say this. But knowing this power first hand.... I will say, if there is anything negative inside of us at all... then we are adding energy to the war efforts! That is why Seth and countless gifted writers talk about clearing ourselves first!!!
Matthew 7 http://bible.gospelcom.net/
"Why do you look at the speck that is in your brother's eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye?
IMHO
Namaste
er;-)
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"erix" <erix@t...>
Date: Fri Jan 30, 2004 6:36 am
Subject: Re: [starchildawakening] The Starchild Project
I've kinda avoided this, but here it goes.
